so uh .. yeah

I came home a few weeks ago.. had a breakdown or something.. Nothing much happening here.. I did finish testing a pattern for SmoothFox.. uhh.. I made a few more squares on that 12in. CAL thing... I wanted to join a CAL on Red Heart but I dont have the yarn and the likelyhood of me getting said yarn is slim to none in the next month.I feel better.. but still out of it.

Elmo

So.. It still hurts and will probably hurt for a long time but getting past it and moving on to new and better things is the goal.. plus.. .he always hated it when I was upset.. As per usual I havent gotten much useful done but I have finished a few small things.. and gotten to about 80% on the Harry themed CBN.

A little bit further than the picture.. uhh.. oh yeah.. I made an elmo hat for the little cousin. I'll try and get a pic of it on him tomorrow.

sigh

The old man passed in his sleep in the house.. Im glad hes not suffering anymore.

busy

Got webz! woot.. cute guy installed it too..

Anyway.. Been busy helpin clean the house since it hasnt been lived in for two n a half months or so. Plus two days with watching little cousin and a day at his mum n dad's house for his dads birthday. Havent gotten much done as usual.. some little things a couple of little hats to the collection lol. Ive started making Sunny Day circles out of the fugly white stuffs.. dunno what im gonna do with em really though.. ive gotten to 60ish% on a ColorbyNumber piece.. the rammstein thing hasnt been worked on in a while yet though. Life goes on!

P.S. .. My cat is dying and i cant be there with him.. he has been dying for the last 3 years but nothing really bad but dad says hes gotten really bad as of today.. Piddled himself passed out behind the bathroom door or something. :(

Day to leave soon o.O

Finally a day's been chosen for me to go stay with g-ma. Next tuesday.. Dad says since its gonna be a loooong stay i can take whatever I want. Imma take my yarns and clothes some of the blankets.. Idk wether they'll let me take my bed or not lol XD but yeah. still dont know whether there will be internet there or not. so hopefully there will.

Hmm

Havent done too much.. incredibly lazy.. plus having to pack soon to go live with G-ma for a bit while she recovers from her hip thing. Havent taken many pictures but feel free to check out my projects on Ravelry. I have a ton of unfinished things.. things that need buttons. Ties or some other form of well finishing.

Finally!!

Cousin's wedding is finally done n over.. went one hell of a lot better than I thought it would.. though one aspect still really coulda gone better had my brain been functioning at the time. Anyway.. Shes all happily married now... I'm jealous i think.. Realizing how incredibly lonely life is. But I've accepted it.. for now.. it seems to have killed my drive to create or work on the pieces Ive already started.. though my imagination is still on fire.. in spite of having smacked my head on the table last week.. it still hurts but anyway!!.. Happy things to the cousin.. so on so forth.